Get A Life

well well well.. here ends another sem. it’s time for final and after that, yup, HOLIDAY.. lol

good luck to all in final lo.

我想是我太感情用事了吧！好像是双鱼座的特性。哈哈。

对于每一件事情，尤其在于与人相处之际，都会尝试去付出我最真的一面。往往在付出了太多感情之后得回来的却是伤害 ，可是却从而学习了成长。

有时想想还真的要谢谢他们？

Yup.. i’m in holiday again. 10 days~

i thk i shall spend this hol the most meaningful way as best as i can.Wat i hope to do most in this hol is to reconstruct myself. Rethking bek all the things that i hv done in this sem and to find out why i will stuck in this hectic life, not finding the purpose or the role of my life.

And to decide should i give up or just continue~

Happy Hol to all my coursemates

i just got my results for test 2 and it’s OMG.

i just able to get half of the marks for two paper and it’s very shit. i just dunno wat happen to me recently.

Bcoz i dun hv the energy to do anything at all. Though i still got many things to accomplish, such as the PT name list, the shi hua name list, ABCamp xuan chuan, my assignment (lots of them!), homework, to catch up the study, i just dun hv any intention wanna complete them.

wat i wan most now is just lie on the bed or sleep and do nothing. wat hv happen to me? i dun hv the feeling about life. May be i am boring wif this kind of university life le or izzit bcoz i am too busy wif all kind of stupid activities and i am too tired le.i dunno. wat i wan now is to feel peace? but cnt.

Recently just feel so down. Cnt even get a bit of energy to do anything. and i wan to say sorry. Sorry to all those ppl that is influenced by my bad mood. After all, i just cnt find one person that i can tell and share wif him/her all these. Just feel alone.

may be i can cope this alone? or may be i will continue my life like this? i dunno. Just dun wanna noe.