can’t feel anything
i just got my results for test 2 and it’s OMG.
i just able to get half of the marks for two paper and it’s very shit. i just dunno wat happen to me recently.
Bcoz i dun hv the energy to do anything at all. Though i still got many things to accomplish, such as the PT name list, the shi hua name list, ABCamp xuan chuan, my assignment (lots of them!), homework, to catch up the study, i just dun hv any intention wanna complete them.
wat i wan most now is just lie on the bed or sleep and do nothing. wat hv happen to me? i dun hv the feeling about life. May be i am boring wif this kind of university life le or izzit bcoz i am too busy wif all kind of stupid activities and i am too tired le.i dunno. wat i wan now is to feel peace? but cnt.
Recently just feel so down. Cnt even get a bit of energy to do anything. and i wan to say sorry. Sorry to all those ppl that is influenced by my bad mood. After all, i just cnt find one person that i can tell and share wif him/her all these. Just feel alone.
may be i can cope this alone? or may be i will continue my life like this? i dunno. Just dun wanna noe.
October 3rd, 2007 at 11:54 pm
haiz,so cham…
if you don’t feel like venting out to your friend,then you must find a way to overcome all these emotions from within.
you always give me the feeling of being a very independent person,i know you’ll get through this.
i think one should learn when to ask for help la,as you a re no SUPERMAN,you can’t just finish every task by yourself 1…for all those club matters,try to ask your team members to help out la…it’ll lighten your burden lo…
October 4th, 2007 at 4:53 pm
Haha, club eh, then i have to ask: did you manage to form a good working team? If you’re feeling lethargic, maybe you should try sth different once in a while bah, perhaps go jogging and stuff like that….it might reenergize you..;-)…btw, i’m going to survivor island next wed, pray i ’survive’..lol..
October 5th, 2007 at 2:42 am
There is not easy to manage multitasks at the same time. However, you must remember that you never walk alone in a team! So, don’t feel embarrass to ask for help when you need it. Just stop for a while when you really tire. Wish you all the best lar~ ^_^
October 17th, 2007 at 8:06 am
Wat u have wrote seems like wat i’m facing n thinking oso…n sometimes i feel like ’shen bu you ji’ but cant really understand wat actually i wan n d life in U now oso…hehe..i’m pisces too…
Hope now u get better mood edi…Jia you…
October 22nd, 2007 at 6:03 am
haiz ..same feel b4 enter U,evry time oso thking of faster finish d F6 life ten njoy a relax n welcoming U life..bt,once step in many unlucky thg occur,d colej,d studies…seems like not smooth!!thats y wen hav free weekend,its time 4 me to say sayonara to my colej.d transport xpenses d cost me lot!duno tis pbsm feel can last how long?aiyo..jia you jiayou !!otou i know how to say,but still a hard job 4 me to settle it..Anyway wish u o the best..life is like that ge lah wen u grow up,d older u bcom,d mature u r as u learn mo than other…